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[25 Jan 2005|11:37pm] |
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Alright, so today wasn't so great. Went to the doctor hoping to get off crutches, but got another month of them instead. That really sucks twas very disappointed. Well what can I do about it.... absolutely nothing. But whatever, I go back on Feb. 22, and that another vacation week, so hopefully by the time i go back to school then I'll be off crutches. But hey on the bright side I still get to leave school early for another month. (But honestly i would rather walk). FUCK!!!! I just realized that now, I have to go to battle of the band in crutches...that really blows.
Getting off that topic now... So tomorrow I have a sonogram appointment so find out what else is wrong in my body. And if i get home in time, I'm gonna try to go to Jaime's hockey game. Doubt I'll make it in time, so I'll be home again.
Nothing is really new, bored and playing way too much aviator prom on my computer... I really need a life. Bored of updating now, and going to sulk. See you all later!
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[20 Jan 2005|05:10pm] |
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I feel much better today.... the story is way too long and confusing to explain what happened yesturday btwn Jaime and me, so I will leave you all with everything is fine, and we are still togather. And I'm happy AGAIN and no longer hurting myself. YEAY!!!! That's always good news.
Finals are also over... thank god and i am so looking forward to a week off again***. Well that it. TaTa for now.....
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[19 Jan 2005|03:11pm] |
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Have you ever had that feeling that something just isn't quite right deep down in the pit of ur stomach? My life feels like it's nothing. Everyone says that I have a great guy, but it doesn't feel that way to me. It's so hard, all of it. Knowing somethings wrong. When a guy that I love tells me that he has weird feelings and thoughts about someone else, it hurts. Then he tells me that he feels like this for a couple of days before he realizes that he still likes me. Then he tells me that this doesn't mean he likes her, and this is the same girl that he had a crush on a couple months ago and was supposedly over. He won't even answer the questions I ask him. Why do I still love him? Why is this hurting me so much? I was scared that he was gonna get used to me and then tired of me. I knew this was gonna happen. I knew that sooner or later he was gonna see someone else and want them more than me. I just want that guy, who supposed to be in love with you, so much that he never wants to let you go. The guy who makes you so happy inside, and wen he cames up to you, your heart races because you know its him. Why am i the girl who always gets hurt in the end? And I don't even know its the end because I still want him so bad. I hate this feeling, the feeling of being let down. WoW this blows.
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| Grrr Arrrg!!!!!! |
[18 Jan 2005|08:55pm] |
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I'm annoyed with some people. I'm ubberly jealous in another. I don't like being talked about (and finding out) and not being told about it. Meaning... a chick likes Jaime, named Lauren (not my cousin) and he seems to always be talking to her. Jaime won't tell me what they talk about, even though it's occationally about me. And it's not fair, cuz when i talk to manny he needs every little detail about it, but when i ask about lauren he cant say a word. this pisses me off. I'm becoming a bitch over this stupid shit.
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| Doctor Update. |
[04 Jan 2005|04:47pm] |
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I went to the doctors today. My hip is doing wonderful after surgery, and I can go back to school after being away for 3 weeks. But the upside is that I only go to school for 2 1/2 weeks and then I have off for another week. I get to see all my friends... yeay. i miss them a lot. Well I get lucky. I take cab to school, so I don't have to get up so early, and then I get to leave after all my classes which end at 12. So that's it with that. I go back to the doctors on Jan. 25 and he says that I will probably get off crutches then, so yippy. That's it.
TaTa for now. ByeBye...
Oh and by the way, Kat.... I love your BOO icon!!!! I want to steal it!!!
Love, Dez <3
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| Whatever. |
[02 Jan 2005|09:00pm] |
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I decided to update because it has just been a while.
- Dez
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| True Love... |
[22 Nov 2004|08:08pm] |
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I sometimes hate being in love....
It hurts.....
Especially when that person rips your heart out....
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[16 Nov 2004|07:32pm] |
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BlaH. |
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Currently: Sick and dying.
Coming up:
Wednesday - PT appointment
Thursday - Manson Concert
Friday - TBS Concert
Saturday - Film Shoot
Sunday - Auditions
Monday & Tuesday - Midterms
Wednesday - Blood Appointment
Thursday to Sunday - Want to skip Thanksgiving and do NOTHING but sleep.
WILL THE CHAOS EVER STOP!!!!!
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[09 Nov 2004|08:10pm] |
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PISSED OFF LIKE CRAZZZY!!!!! |
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3 FUCKING DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KICK ASS....(LOL ALINA)!!!!!!!!
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[31 Oct 2004|08:09pm] |
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Pretty kOOl. |
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Saturday Went to see GREEN DAY in concert with Kat, Steph, and Katie.
I will just say that it was FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!
Halloween, I saw THE GRUDGE and SAW with Jaime and Alina. Twas kool.
This is all I writing for now.
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| HOME Sweet home. |
[26 Oct 2004|09:33pm] |
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Got back from Aruba.
4 days until concert with Steph and Kat and Katie.
2 1/2 weeks until THE USED concert with Alina (DOUBLE YIPPY).
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[13 Oct 2004|08:52pm] |
Today was the all great PSAT that for some reason every junior on the planet that I knew was nervous about, and i really don't understand why exactly. Not like they actually count in the future anyway!!!! So I didn't understand what the whole fuss was about. So then, after the test went to see Macbeth with my class which was rudely inturrupted (not sure of spelling) when we were all told to evacuate the building. So we all got out of school an hour n 15 minutes early...YEAY!!!! Well that all for now.
See Ya!!! :O)
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[11 Oct 2004|08:53pm] |
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Okay, so I haven't updated in a while so I guess I'll do it now. Lots of poo happened this week. I had the college fair at school, and I fell in love with Boston University. They have a great campus and I could take dance classes there whever I wanted to. Okay that was most of my highlight for Thursday.
Friday, I had school. Sadly my poor Alina got into trouble by the evil; head of the dance department. POO TO HER!!!!! We all secretly hate her anyway! She definetly needs to go away or start listening to what is going on in peoples heads!!!! SORRY ALINA!!!! I STILL LOVE YOU AND CANT WAIT FOR THE USED CONCERT!!!!! Yippy! So anyway, I left school at 2:45 and huing out with Kara at Futonland for an hour and came home. Electricians were doing work in my house so I did my English paper. Then, I was forced to go out with Jaime's parents and eat dinner with them. This was absolute torture (everyone knows why...dealing with the whole letter thing). Anyway, so to get him back, I tortured Jaime through Hillary Duff's movie, "Raise Your Voice" in Forest Hills. So HAHA for him.
Saturday, Jaime went with me to the MET to help me out with my US History project. We took 4 hours looking for shit!!!!! Thank you God for that guy who knew where almost everything was in the whole museum. (He was very cute too...hehehehehe). After the MET, we met up with Kat and went to the mall to Hot Topic and Pacsun. Then, after me and Jaime went to the movies to attempt to see "TAXI", but it was sold out so we ditched Pierce, Kevin, Kim, and some othere girl (not like they really cared we were there). So me and Jaime walked back to his house and I went home.
Sunday, my dad took Kara, me, Greg and Jaime to the Jets vs. Bills game. Twas very exciting!!!!! Jets won and everyone was very happy. I had a blast too!!!!!
Today, was Colombus day, so lots of people had off from school. I went out with Jaime's parentals and familia (which was not as terrible today as friday). They took us to see "The Forgotten", which was half descent. Also, Jaime came over my house and we hung out together. Then he went home, and I went to the dentist and got a cleaning...YEAY FOR ME!!!!(so not!, and it was quite painful). Now, I did some more typing for my project, and I'm going to work on my English project tomorrow. Tomorrow I also have to go to a physical therapy evaluation at 7 in the morning...YUCKY!!!!! Jaime's also coming over me casa tomorrow to help me out with chem and my project. That's all there is for now.
WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FOWARD TO:
1. Aruba (Sadly, Jaime can't come with me even though my brother couyldn't because the airlines a dick and wouldn't let us change names!!!! MY PARENTS WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO LET HIM COME!!!!!)
2. TBS concert
3. The Used concert (FUCK YES....U RULE ALINA!!!!!!!)
Leaving now to shower and sleep (heaven),
Dezzzzzz
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[06 Oct 2004|04:11pm] |
Saw Wicked....It was FUCKING AMAZING!!!!! I want to see it again tonight!!!!!
Thank you so much Kara for my Wonderful Cd that I HAVE to stop playing already!!!!!
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| Shit just doesn't want to go away ALREADY!!!!!!! |
[30 Sep 2004|06:44pm] |
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I am so alone right now. I trust five people with my life...Alina, Kat, Kara, Jaime and myself. That's it. Everyone else just seems to want to fuck me over.
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[27 Sep 2004|07:25pm] |
"GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS"
BUFFY
Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still, I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here is real
Nothing here is right
I've been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I've been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesn't mean a thing
VAMP
She ain't got that swing
BUFFY
Thanks for noticing
DEMON AND VAMPS
She does pretty well with fiends from hell
But lately, we can tell
That she's just going through the motions (Going through the motions)
Faking it somehow
DEMON
She's not even half the girl she - ow.
BUFFY
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
HANDSOME YOUNG VICTIM MAN
How can I repay - -
BUFFY
- Whatever.
I don't want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can't even see
If this is really me
And I just want to be
Alive!
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[25 Sep 2004|10:41am] |
Hello all again.
Yesturday, had school, left at 130 with Alina after giving her the plam tree hair and I went to go pick up Jaime at Molloy. Went to his house, and bummed around, then went to see my cousins. THEY ARE SOOOOO ADORABLE!!!!! Went home and got ready to go to a Sweet Sixteen of a girl from Molloy named Margret. It was okay. I only knew Jaime and Kristen, but that wasn't terrible. My favorite person was there though, Terase, you know the girl i despise with all the blood that flows in my body. She gave me the nastiest looks the whole time, it was so funny. I want to punch her so badly for all the nasty shit she says about me, and she doesn't even know me!!! I just want to tell her to GET OVER IT!!!!! Cuz she still wants Jaime, but he's mine, so haha!!! Well anyway, me and Jaime danced for a couple of songs (slow though...for the first time....yeay!!!) We left at 12 cuz I was tired.
Today, I have to go to the 45th anniversary of my grandparent's married life? (i think). I'm taking Jaime with me so I can torture him. So that's about all that's happening today. Leaving now to watch more Buffy...I'm so hooked.
ByeBye,
Desiree
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[23 Sep 2004|12:55pm] |
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Feeling not my normal cheery today on account of having major fight with Jaime. The crapola definetely went down last night. Left me a night of not really sleeping n lots of wetness in the eye area.
But anyway...I'm not the sad anymore (which is always a good thing cuz me and sadness leads to a bloodfest and then no ones happy). And whats kick ass is that I'm going to The Used concert on Nov. 12 at Roseland...(i hope all i need is tickets). I get to see my friend perform on Sat Nov.13 too. Yeay!!! I'm dragging Jaime to see her dance just to torture him as well. Also, Oct. 5 I'm going to see Wicked on Broadway with Kara, and Greg, and mi familia.
Well, I've been done with school since 11:40 and I'm not sure why I didn't leave, but whatever. Today I'm leaving here at 2 to go and pick up Jaime from Molloy. I don't really know why, I guess it's cuz I love him. Plus, he asked me too. Aren't I a nice girlfriend?
Well whatever. Leaving now to play games on Yahoo to kill time.
Fare thee well.
Des
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| Singing and Commercials |
[21 Sep 2004|09:51pm] |
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MUSICAL!!!!! |
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This was the definete HIGHLIGHT of my day: singing with the koolest people on earth...
1. ALINA
2. AMY
3. CHRISTINA
What did we all sing? ...STARBUCKS
"Glen, Glen, Glen, Glen, Glen, Glen, Gleeeeen
Glen the man. Going to work. Got his tie. Got Ambition.
He knows one day he just could become...
Supervisor.
Roy, Roy, Roy....."
GREATEST Thing Of ALL Time.
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| Needed to Update to have SOMETHING to do..... |
[19 Sep 2004|09:34pm] |
Stuff happened today. Watched loads of movies and saw loads of people....actually, I saw everybody i know today (well mostly). But whatever...spent the whole day with Jaime again (YEAY!!!!!) and Daniel today. They played football while I swung on the swings. I almost ran over two little whining girls twice, but luckily I didnt. Parents definetely need to watch their kids more than socialize with friends.
Anyway, We all chilled at Daniel's house and got pizza and then crashed at my house. We ate here, and the my mom decided for everyone "Let's go see the triplets." Umm....okay mom...so me, Jaime, my dad, and mom got all dressed and walked to my aunt's house in the slightly fridged weather.
So we went to my aunt's and I got to feed, play with, change, and put Cora to sleep. I also learned a spanish lullaby...which goes....
I dont't remember how it goes at the moment, but I'll write it in a later update.
Jaime helped me too. He helped feed and change Cora. He also held her...it was so cute....AWWW!
Well that's all that happened. I have school tomorrow unlike those lucky Molloy people because of I have no idea what, but jaime is able to pick me up from school tomorrow so YEAY!!!!! Also, I'm going with Alina to the mall to check out info for being hired by the greatest store in the entire world....HOT TOPIC!!!!! Well anyway, night all.
Nightey Nite and don't let the bed bugs bite,
Dez
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